It seems that when I have one of those great ‘Aha’ moments, and I seem to be doing good and on the right track, that adversary seems to say ‘yeah right!” Then begins his full fledge battle to prove to me I am full of words and no action sometimes. This has been one of those weeks. One of those weeks that I have tried to escape to all the wrong things and places and it hasn’t worked. It has been a week or two of getting tired and frustrated with my children and myself.
It’s at times like this that I am so glad I blog. So glad that I have journals I have written about hard times like this before. So that I can re-read them all over again. Learn the lessons all over again, and wonder when I will finally get it right. Today I was led back to this post, giving me the same answers, that I know all along, and yet can’t seem to implement as readily as I need to.
It’s always the same battle. It’s always the same answers.